~FREEDOM~

Life is a time when someone live for own self. But they communicate and work together with each other, to find what they need, what they want and a purpose of life.
When they were born, they had all the freedom, cry, laugh, they can sleep with their mother beside, and they were survive. They have more ability, but still..no body's perfect in this life.
Perfection belongs only to ALLAH.

In this life, people must do something to survive and be better for their life. There are many kind of people here and many ways to utilize everything inside of the earth. And it will show you belonged neither good nor bad. Sometimes, when someone feel lost and desperation, many people decide to walk alone and do whatever they want. Most of the decisions made were negative. Then they will regret it and bear all the consequences of it. Some will be back on the right way, but some will always lost. And, how about those who always do the right way in this life? They will get all the kindness from this life, like meet for lucky people then help them, always feel calm and peacefully, no doubt and always walk in the name of Allah. If you can get past all the bad temptations you will see the bright light and find the better life.

Freedom..is for everyone. Everyone who will make it through for themselves. But, unfortunately it's not like what happened to me. For me, life is a process and we must do the best for get happiness inside. In the past, I feel very happy with traditional home, traditional customs, traditional games, have many friends, play the game until called by my mother to take a bath. And special moment in the morning when I'm open my eyes first and then my ear listen a nice song, nice music that give me spirit to face the day. All make me feel that's me, very nice. Spend all the day with family, but without my father... But, i think IT'S NOT OVER. Life will keep run. I really enjoyed it. I can meet my father, maybe once in a month, or my father will arrange his coming to see me.

Well, it's just a little bit about me, but now I became a girl, and knowing which ones are good and which are bad. Sometimes, I overbearing and the results are not too good. I feel more freedom and have the right to do more as well. Dare to decide some matter in a way I thought to myself. But, almost, I told my mother and father and other people that I love what happened to me? what's wrong with me? and any problems with my school or job, healthy, or other situations. Someone say that I selfish, foolish..complicated. But, it's ME.

If I talk about now, it could be better or bad..subjective. Now I'm working. I try to get a lot of experiences, friends, benefits, and others. Sometimes, because of someone..I became frustration, weak, childish, also like I don't have ability to face my days, my life and the world. How could this be? Every people who can see me now, maybe they will say if I am success, lucky and other. Because I just a little girl from teh village and now try to get and reach my dreams with all I can do. With support from my family, that's just important for me. But because of one, I feel I lose my time, my freedom, my goal, my next destination to live, oh..damn! But I still hold my dreams.

I think I can survive with this condition, but it has happened many times. How can I pretend with my real feeling? God....................
Is he my mate for the future? Oh, I know that the future is Yours, Your secret. But I am as an ordinaryjust can pray and do the best. I do not want my parents and all poeple who loves me as I do, they disappointed with me. Sure, I CAN DO BETTER.

I don't waste my time, so please don't waste my dreams. Let's see this world is change, and I will show you the results from my sacrifice. I know my ability. I know my strength and my weakness. Let me see the world and my life, my Freedom. I want to fly..fly away and searching for the brightness life...

THIS IS THE PART OF ME THAT YOU'RE NEVER  GONNA EVER TAKE AWAY FROM ME

Last Day

9 November 2012.

Gag tau harus bilang apa..ini hari yang ditunggu atau ditakutin..atau yang aku sayangkan..?

Ini hari terakhir di tempat kerjaku,, ya.. Kota Satria.

Jl Dr Suharso, Gang Kenanga bakal jadi kenangan..bangett.

Walopun aku berhenti dengan cara yang mungkin ya kurang sopan, tapi aku udah milih. Apapun keputusan pasti ada hikmahnya, aku sudah pasrahkan semua. Aku hanya yakin pasti akan ada hikmah baik dari semua keputusan yang aku ambil.

Aku bakal kangen banget disini..sama semua rekan kerja, tempat tempat nongkrong disini, dan temen baikku..ya, dia yang bisa ngerubah cara pikir aku dan bikin aku betah (sebenernya) disini.

Hopefully kamu gag lupain aku ya...

FAREWELL

Wherever you're going
I wanna go
Wherever you're heading
Can you let me know
I don't mind catching up
I'm on my way
Just can't take the thought of you miles away

And I know you're going somewhere to make a better life
I hope that you find it on the first try
And even though it kills me
That you have to go
I know I'll be sadder
If you never hit the road

So farewell
Somebody's gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody's gonna wish that you were here
That somebody's me

I will write to tell you what's going on
But you won't miss nothing but the same old song
If you don't mind catching up
I'll spend the day telling you stories about a land far away
But I know

And I know you're going somewhere to make a better life
I hope that you find it on the first try
And even though it kills me
That you have to go
I know I'll be sadder
If you never hit the road

So farewell
Somebody's gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody's gonna wish that you were here
Farewell
Somebody's gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody's gonna wish that you were here
That somebody's me

And I'm gon' try to hold it all in
Try to hold back my tears
So it don't make you stay here
Yeah, I'ma try to be a big girl now
Cause I don't wanna be the reason you don't leave

Farewell
Somebody's gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody's gonna wish that you were here
Farewell
Somebody's gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody's gonna wish that you were here
That somebody's me 

Will always miss U...

Ntah kapan...kalo ada waktu dan rejeki insyaAllah aku maen..mengunjungi Kota Satria lagi...Gor Satria, Andhang Pangrenan, Baturaden, Susu Superman, Jagung Bakar bapake, Moro..dan masih banyak lagi tempat yang bakal aku kangenin.. hehe

:)

See you next time..Purwokerto....

First & Last Hang Out

@Dieng

Saat itu acara perpisahan manager ku yang sekaligus udah kaya kakakku sendiri. Aku dan teman teman kerjaku memutuskan untuk pergi ke dieng, dataran tinggi yang sangat memukau.
Kita bertujuh pergi ke dieng naik mobil xenia dan hmm menikmati perjalanan dengan listening to the music and sing a song di mobil. hehe Nah ini poto kita di mobil, ya maap yg ngambil poto sama yang lagi nyetir gag ikutan..hehe
Dan satu lagi, temenku satu ini dipoto malah merem aduuh...mbakyu...
Yang pake ijo ketawa  paling manis itu managerku yang mau ninggalin aku sama temen temen. dia pindah kerjanya..hmm :(

 


Jalan yang berkelok dan meliuk liuk itu kami lewati dan akhirnya sampe juga sekitar pukul 11.30 wib.
sampe sana udara dingin langsung terasa menusuk tulang dan banyak orang menjajakan masker penutup hidung agar tidak terlalu menghirup belerang.
Tak ketinggalan kita makan makan dulu, ngopi and potret potret. wah udah mirip kaya orang gunung deh..haha tapi asik, pake serba panjang and gag ketinggalan kupluk alias topi yang aksen reggae itu loo.
Tujuan pertama kita ke kawah sikidang weiisss brrr...poto poto dan bersuka ria, teriak and ketawa ketawa. Yah..maklum udah pada stres ngurus kerjaan di kantor yang semrawut karena semakn banyak aturang dan tekanan adari atasan. fiuh...kaya orang yang keluar dari penjara..wow bener bener happy and menikmati suasana disana.

Setelah puas foto foto di kawah, berpose melompat hmm kita lanjut ke telaga warna. Hmm disana kamera kita gak berenti jeprat jepret. Disana kita bener bener melepas penat setelah sekian lama kerja and pada sibuk sendiri sendiri,, gak pernah refreshing..huu
Banyak banged poto yang pengen ditempel,, lah takutnya kelamaan hehe

 Lanjut perjalanan ke candi..wiss the last destination,, langsung check this photo coiy

 Wah betapa menyenangkannya..hmm kita jalan pulang deh udah jam 5 sore..
ditengah jalan maem dulu..trus mampir ke pom bensin juga, yah memenuhi panggilan alam..hahaiyy
Udah kucel kucel tp masih sempet foto foto...huuu

Wahhh capeknyooo sampe rumah jam 9 malem..udah yah sekian cerita jalan perpisahan sama manager tersayang,, besok ada lagi dah...coret coret lagii
:) have a nice day kawan..