~FREEDOM~

Life is a time when someone live for own self. But they communicate and work together with each other, to find what they need, what they want and a purpose of life.
When they were born, they had all the freedom, cry, laugh, they can sleep with their mother beside, and they were survive. They have more ability, but still..no body's perfect in this life.
Perfection belongs only to ALLAH.

In this life, people must do something to survive and be better for their life. There are many kind of people here and many ways to utilize everything inside of the earth. And it will show you belonged neither good nor bad. Sometimes, when someone feel lost and desperation, many people decide to walk alone and do whatever they want. Most of the decisions made were negative. Then they will regret it and bear all the consequences of it. Some will be back on the right way, but some will always lost. And, how about those who always do the right way in this life? They will get all the kindness from this life, like meet for lucky people then help them, always feel calm and peacefully, no doubt and always walk in the name of Allah. If you can get past all the bad temptations you will see the bright light and find the better life.

Freedom..is for everyone. Everyone who will make it through for themselves. But, unfortunately it's not like what happened to me. For me, life is a process and we must do the best for get happiness inside. In the past, I feel very happy with traditional home, traditional customs, traditional games, have many friends, play the game until called by my mother to take a bath. And special moment in the morning when I'm open my eyes first and then my ear listen a nice song, nice music that give me spirit to face the day. All make me feel that's me, very nice. Spend all the day with family, but without my father... But, i think IT'S NOT OVER. Life will keep run. I really enjoyed it. I can meet my father, maybe once in a month, or my father will arrange his coming to see me.

Well, it's just a little bit about me, but now I became a girl, and knowing which ones are good and which are bad. Sometimes, I overbearing and the results are not too good. I feel more freedom and have the right to do more as well. Dare to decide some matter in a way I thought to myself. But, almost, I told my mother and father and other people that I love what happened to me? what's wrong with me? and any problems with my school or job, healthy, or other situations. Someone say that I selfish, foolish..complicated. But, it's ME.

If I talk about now, it could be better or bad..subjective. Now I'm working. I try to get a lot of experiences, friends, benefits, and others. Sometimes, because of someone..I became frustration, weak, childish, also like I don't have ability to face my days, my life and the world. How could this be? Every people who can see me now, maybe they will say if I am success, lucky and other. Because I just a little girl from teh village and now try to get and reach my dreams with all I can do. With support from my family, that's just important for me. But because of one, I feel I lose my time, my freedom, my goal, my next destination to live, oh..damn! But I still hold my dreams.

I think I can survive with this condition, but it has happened many times. How can I pretend with my real feeling? God....................
Is he my mate for the future? Oh, I know that the future is Yours, Your secret. But I am as an ordinaryjust can pray and do the best. I do not want my parents and all poeple who loves me as I do, they disappointed with me. Sure, I CAN DO BETTER.

I don't waste my time, so please don't waste my dreams. Let's see this world is change, and I will show you the results from my sacrifice. I know my ability. I know my strength and my weakness. Let me see the world and my life, my Freedom. I want to fly..fly away and searching for the brightness life...

THIS IS THE PART OF ME THAT YOU'RE NEVER  GONNA EVER TAKE AWAY FROM ME