Rainy June

June is come, a month with some hard feelings
Hope to see the bright sunlight everyday
Hope to see the moonlight every night

First week with the cold air, 
But lives in the warmness family
Second week with the dark sky, 
Feel some bored syndrome because of waiting
Third week with the heavy cloud.
Rain.
It doesn't matter because we are together
Forth week is not the last
Rain.
Everyday.
Rain again.
I can feel the happiness though so cold here

The latest week,
Start with the cloud.
Some shocked news.
Tears down...
Tears down together with the rain
A heavy rain.
Cold.
Quiet.

I'm coming home
There's sunlight in the sky
But, then it rain

I'm standing here
See you lying there
I will always miss you every time

I'm still here, see the rain fell down from the sky
Then I saw a rainbow
Still rain there
Then the sun is bright
And the rainbow looks so beautiful

Goodbye...

- father -

He lives alone
Lonely, quiet, and no friends
All by himself

He was the Real Hero
He was an English Teacher
He was full of love
He was full of care and kind heart
He was strong and never give up
He face everything alone
By some smile and fun

He never shows his sadness
He never shows his problems
He never shows any trouble in his life
He doesn't want everybody knew his sadness
He doesn't want everybody knew his problems
He doesn't want everybody knew that he is on the trouble

He just shows that he was ok
He just shows that he was alright
He just shows that he was fine in his life
He just doesn't want everybody worry about him

His sacrifices...

Actually, maybe he was sad
Actually, maybe he had many problems
Actually, maybe he had many troubles
Maybe he was not fine,
Cause he is alone.
Alone and lonely.

He was too strong
He was success to hide all his tears for a long time
He was too strong
He just said "everything gonna be alright"
All the time.

We Love You...

I miss You Dad... 

Ever Enough

No I’m never gonna leave you darling
No I’m never gonna go regardless
Everything inside of me, is living in your heartbeat
Even when all the lights are fading
Even then, if your hope was shaking

I’m here holding on

I’m hanging on a line here baby
I need more than ifs and maybes
We’ll come down from the highest heights
Still searching for the reason why
And now I know what it’s like,
Reaching from the other side
After all that I’ve done

For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
Cause more than it’s hard to desert it
For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
How do we know without searching?

I will write you this song to get back what’s ours
Would that be enough?

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the ṗull
I still drown in your love
And drink ’til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done, is it ever enough?

For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?

Is it ever enough?
How could we know without searching?
Is it ever enough?

-Rocket to the Moon-

Lampion

Dari banyak hal di dunia ini, salah satu yang menarik bagiku adalah Lampion. Menyenangkan.

Lampion itu akan terbang ke atas langit dengan bantuan api didalamnya dan tiupan angin yang membawanya melambung semakin tinggi. Jika api yang disulut bertahan lama, maka akan terlihat indah sekali lampion di atas sana.

Lampion itu tidak pernah tau akan terbang ke arah mana, yang jelas terbang ke atas dan semakin tinggi.

Ibarat manusia yang mengejar mimpi. Api didalam lampion adalah kemauan dan semangat dari manusia itu sendiri. Sedang angin yang menerbangkan lampion itu adalah dukungan dan motivasi dari orang orang yang menyayangi kita. Sehingga kita bisa terbang mencapai mimpi, entah ke arah mana, yang jelas yang diharapkan, akan terus terbang tinggi.