You...

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You… I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would  be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep,  I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying
You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

Rainy June

June is come, a month with some hard feelings
Hope to see the bright sunlight everyday
Hope to see the moonlight every night

First week with the cold air, 
But lives in the warmness family
Second week with the dark sky, 
Feel some bored syndrome because of waiting
Third week with the heavy cloud.
Rain.
It doesn't matter because we are together
Forth week is not the last
Rain.
Everyday.
Rain again.
I can feel the happiness though so cold here

The latest week,
Start with the cloud.
Some shocked news.
Tears down...
Tears down together with the rain
A heavy rain.
Cold.
Quiet.

I'm coming home
There's sunlight in the sky
But, then it rain

I'm standing here
See you lying there
I will always miss you every time

I'm still here, see the rain fell down from the sky
Then I saw a rainbow
Still rain there
Then the sun is bright
And the rainbow looks so beautiful

Goodbye...

- father -

He lives alone
Lonely, quiet, and no friends
All by himself

He was the Real Hero
He was an English Teacher
He was full of love
He was full of care and kind heart
He was strong and never give up
He face everything alone
By some smile and fun

He never shows his sadness
He never shows his problems
He never shows any trouble in his life
He doesn't want everybody knew his sadness
He doesn't want everybody knew his problems
He doesn't want everybody knew that he is on the trouble

He just shows that he was ok
He just shows that he was alright
He just shows that he was fine in his life
He just doesn't want everybody worry about him

His sacrifices...

Actually, maybe he was sad
Actually, maybe he had many problems
Actually, maybe he had many troubles
Maybe he was not fine,
Cause he is alone.
Alone and lonely.

He was too strong
He was success to hide all his tears for a long time
He was too strong
He just said "everything gonna be alright"
All the time.

We Love You...

I miss You Dad... 

Ever Enough

No I’m never gonna leave you darling
No I’m never gonna go regardless
Everything inside of me, is living in your heartbeat
Even when all the lights are fading
Even then, if your hope was shaking

I’m here holding on

I’m hanging on a line here baby
I need more than ifs and maybes
We’ll come down from the highest heights
Still searching for the reason why
And now I know what it’s like,
Reaching from the other side
After all that I’ve done

For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
Cause more than it’s hard to desert it
For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
How do we know without searching?

I will write you this song to get back what’s ours
Would that be enough?

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the ṗull
I still drown in your love
And drink ’til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done, is it ever enough?

For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?

Is it ever enough?
How could we know without searching?
Is it ever enough?

-Rocket to the Moon-

Lampion

Dari banyak hal di dunia ini, salah satu yang menarik bagiku adalah Lampion. Menyenangkan.

Lampion itu akan terbang ke atas langit dengan bantuan api didalamnya dan tiupan angin yang membawanya melambung semakin tinggi. Jika api yang disulut bertahan lama, maka akan terlihat indah sekali lampion di atas sana.

Lampion itu tidak pernah tau akan terbang ke arah mana, yang jelas terbang ke atas dan semakin tinggi.

Ibarat manusia yang mengejar mimpi. Api didalam lampion adalah kemauan dan semangat dari manusia itu sendiri. Sedang angin yang menerbangkan lampion itu adalah dukungan dan motivasi dari orang orang yang menyayangi kita. Sehingga kita bisa terbang mencapai mimpi, entah ke arah mana, yang jelas yang diharapkan, akan terus terbang tinggi.

"Early May"

It’s not a first time

Thanks for all that you’ve done

Thanks for being my dear

Thanks for your kindness

Thanks for your time

Thanks for your day

Thanks for your gift

Thanks for your surprise

Thanks for your sweets smile

Thanks for the new spirit

Thanks for your warm hugs

Thanks for the kisses

Thank for your sincerely

Thank for the honestly

Thanks for your feeling

Thanks for accepting

Thanks for everything

6 may 13

I Won't Give Up - by Jason Mraz

Halo.

Ceritanya aku lagi seneng banget sama lagunya Jason Mraz. Lagunya udah lama sih, wonk aku denger pertama kali pas aku masih di kota satria, awal tahun 2012 kayaknya.

Disana pas lagi break aku main ke kantor temen yang disitu ada LED TV nya, wajar kan engineering department jadi beda banget sama kantorku. Aku lagi nunggu dia mau maksi bareng, eh di tipi aku liat ada Jason Mraz dengan klip "I Won't Give Up" nya..wahh lama lama bagus didengerin. 
Makna yang aku tangkep sih ini lagu tentang kehidupan ya, emm intinya gak mudah nyerah gitu deh.

Ahaha, setahun berlalu aku move ke kota gudeg. Lah dengan keterbatasan sarana dan prasarana #loh.. alhasil aku di download in sama temen lagu ini. Wah pas itu dikasi versi akustik live nya. Wuihh seneng banget, jadi soundtrack deh, lagu pengantar tidur, penyambut pagi hari, menemani segala aktivitas. Gak ada bosennya loh denger lagu ini. Atinya ngerasa gimana gtu..heheh.

Ini nih lirik lagunya, wahhh pengen nyanyi bareng penyanyi aslinya deh.. #ngimpi. :D

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got Yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end you're still my friend, at least we did intend for us to work
We didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am.

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up... 

I won't give up on us
(No I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough, He knows
(I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn
(We are alive, We are loved)
God knows we're worth it
(And were worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up...

Kalo mau liat klipnya bisa klik disini . Wah merinding merinding gimana yaa..hehe. Hmm pokoknya lagu ini "sesuatu" banget deh, kayak dapet new spirit gitu.. #halah

Di klipnya itu sang penyanyi aduh mantap banget, pas banget gitu..rambutnya yang kriting itu lumayan panjang dan gak beraturan lengkap dengan brewoknya.. #ups hehe *tapi tetep cakep..hihi. Coba deh liat poto potonya ini :

Hehehe...dan beda banget kalo rambutnya lagi cekak. Haduh..tambah cakep dunk..liat neh 

Unyu unyu yak? haha #alay banget bahasanya. ckckck
Atau ini neh, ada yang kurang kalo gak pake topi gini si Jason,,

Hehehehe... :)